Tuesday, January 25, 2011

this is just the beginning....

So, its not exactly like i am daring to go where no mom has gone before. i am positive every mother has a strong need to create better health and well-being for her family. Hopefully this year, i will be able to get my shorties to stop eating crap and we will all feel better.

i guess i should give a little background on myself and what has lead me to this point.

I am fat. I have been since I was little. i have been told i have super low self esteem. among other things. so, i am desperately trying to change that. some of my reading has lead me to try the primal blue print. we will see what happens. so far i really like the large quantity of bacon i am allowed to consume. I am starting this journey at a whopping 202 lbs. Which, for someone all of 5'3, i should probably only be a little over half of that. OMG.. i should loose the equivalent of a person.. frightening.

well that is that, i plan on writing about my daily obstacles, obsessions and opportunities. hopefully this will be one of those things i actually stick with... maybe, just maybe.